“Talking My Soul”

Talking my soul to a close up friend
Choking on thick air burning in my chest
And stripping my secrets

Running in the night with red stained lips
High on the damp grass
As I lay back body to the earth
We’re squinting at the sky
Shooting stars
And flickering madness
Overwhelmed by my life
And its death

The sun starts to rise
With every color in view
One by one we lose grasp of the night
One direction, the moon
One direction, dim morning light

Arms wrapped and twisted around our backs
Our shadows stretch down the street
Making sure to cover every crack
From the dim sweet light
Of the shining lamp posts
Making our mark
On your special street
Named after my favorite tree that weeps

Let’s get a boat and sit out at sea
You and me
And discuss our life at land,
How we want it to be

Everything illuminates at night
Tranistioning to light
Isn’t that life?
Constant terrifying changes
The second you feel settled
It’s time to move onward, onward, onward
Wish like crazy this night could last forever
Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye..

Let’s get a boat and sit out at sea,
you and me,
and discuss our life at land
how we want it to be

So we only get just this night, Louie
I’m leaving in the morning
Let’s savor every minute that goes by
Like a map will follow with the slightest change of color
in that sky
All senses, open and willing

Let’s get a boat and sit out at sea,
you and me
And discuss our life at land
how we want it to be

Talking my soul
That’s me and my friend, Louie

“Lullaby”

A feeling and sound that’s difficult to describe
I swear it’s the sound I’ll hear when I die
Or at least it’s what I hope it will truly feel like
The long deep breath

A feeling and sound that’s difficult to describe
I swear it’s the sound I’ll hear when I die

The swirl of the gong
That slowly disapears
Into a gorgeous song

My body finally at balance
An inner settled grace

A feeling and sound that’s difficult to describe
I swear it’s the sound I’ll hear when I die
Or at least it’s what I hope it will truly feel like
The air into my nostrils
That’s quickly taking space

A feeling and sound that’s difficult to describe
I swear it’s the sound I’ll hear when I die
If that’s what it will be like
The long deep breath

A state of peace of mind that after a courageous battle
I hope a peace of mind that after a courageous battle

All I’ll hear is lullaby
All I’ll hear is lullaby
All I’ll hear is lullaby
All I’ll hear is lullaby

“Real Dreams”


We’re all just taking steps forward and backwards all the time

Trying to move ahead and swallow our pride

The unknown anxiety isn’t giving me a break
It’s difficult to breathe with an internal shake
There’s gotta be something further down the road
My pillars of support one by one explode

What if everything we experience is just one long dream
And the dreams are what is real, the more crazy and obscene
It might make certain encounters seems strangely closer to a reality

Like the man in the park who was out for a run
But decided to stop and talk as we took in the lazy sun
Starting to drop slowly in the long mid summer night
And his basic message was “everything will be alright”

But I spent most of our time together
Looking at him with my cynic city eyes
And waited for him to make one daring move
Which would turn that sun to ice, ice, ice

My face is stuck in this stressed out gaze
I’ve mastered the fake smile that can last me for days
My face is stuck in this stressed out gaze
I’ve mastered the fake smile that can last me for days

The unknown anxiety isn’t giving me a break
It’s difficult to breathe with an internal shake
There’s gotta be something further down the road
My pillars of support one by one explode

My heart takes the beating all fucked up in it’s pace
Like some nervous drummer leaving the band to play chase
My heart takes the beating all fucked up in it’s pace
Like some nervous drummer leaving the band to play chase

It’d be comforting to know
That every hardship and mistake
Will come to a surprising end
When we suddenly awake

It’d be comforting to know
That every hardship and mistake
Will come to a surprising end
When we suddenly awake

“Specific Sunrise”


Inspired by beauty in many different forms

It brings a sense of calmness, a sense of feeling torn
It seems as if I could live many different lives
Almost a chameleon who just can’t decide

Search of who I really am
And where I want my life to go
How did I not know this beauty exists?
There are already too many places
I long to go back to

Times in my life that bring out memories
Different colors arise
With a huge wave of sadness and longing
For that specific sunrise

Search of who I really am
And where I want my life to go
How did I not know this beauty exists?
There are already too many places
I long to go back to

And as the sun sets here in a peach to magenta hue
It sinks in a mountain top with a wide view
Of a new world preparing for a dark cooler night
The animals calling out, goodnight.

Awaiting…